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Darwin was right
when he said
the weak will
not survive but
social darwinism
was wrong
when the strong
should override
The case is
no class sys-
tems exist
in intricastes
And the parallels
define hell
as heaven in
brimstone
listen to your heart
listen to your mind
listen to your hands
and take your time
listen to the crash
right before the dash
into safety from
what you have become
taste becomes
irrelevant
blood becomes
significant
sight becomes
obscure
and no voice
is heard
Intelligence being
given new meaning
strength in numbers
outlines morals
but neither
can survive from
the inevitable
apocalypse of
new colors form
black and whites
turn to reds and
yellows, subcum to the conscience
listen to your heart
listen to your mind
listen to your hands
and take your time
listen to the crash
right before the dash
into safety from
what you have become
Listen to love
listen to life
listen to beauty
ignore your sight
your eyes will deceive
dreadful things
you might fall in
to believing
evolutions purpose
natural selection
congregated projections
rejected by you
self taught obsessions
misinformed receptions
intertwined injections
never lose, never win
God has the plan
you are a man
and a woman for
fighting for nothing
take what you make and
incinerate the hate
that has been placed
into your faith
listen to your heart
listen to your mind
listen to your hands
and take your time
listen to the crash
right before the dash
into safety from
what you have become
Listen to love
listen to life
listen to beauty
ignore your sight
your eyes will deceive
dreadful things
you might fall in
to believing
listen to your heart
listen to your mind
listen to your hands
and take your time
listen to the crash
right before the dash
into safety from
what you have become
Listen to love
listen to life
listen to beauty
ignore your might
take away the doubt
take away the pain
inhale the conscious
fortitude assailant
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Life is infinitely
regressively repeating
mistakes must be made
before we proceed
success can be based on
failures otherwise
to learn from the lies
and discover the truth
there are parallels
between dimensions
but we repeatedly
ignore our own
Why don't you come back home
into my eyes
please don't walk away
this isn't over
You don't think
I can put on
your shoes?
well your wrong
I can live the same life
that you've loved and lied
and laid naked in
who the fuck do you think I am?
You're not the only one
whose trying just to survive
and those parallels between dimensions
are parabolas between our selves
Life is a regressive
infinity
blacks and whites
only say so much to you
Success is nothing
without failing to
bring myself back
to the world with you
there are parallels
between dimensions
but we repeatedly
ignore our own (mistakes)
Why don't you come back home
into my eyes
please don't walk away
this isn't over (yet)
You don't think
I can put on
your shoes?
well your wrong
I can live the same life
that you've loved and lied
and laid naked in
who the fuck do you think I am?
You're not the only one
whose trying just to survive
and those parallels between dimensions
are parabolas between our selves
You don't think
I can walk into
your life
well you might be wrong
I can live my life
with yours on the other side
my love was nothing profound
but I never lied when I said
We'll see each other again
until the beginnings of each end
we're inevitably in-synced
you'll never be lonely with me
I get tired of smiling
when I feel like crying
when I am dying, oh
Quantum suicides
You fell through my heart
through my hands
and you're gone
for now...
There are endless reasons why
free-will could never exist
but I feel like there's a
time and place for anything
You don't think
I can put on
your shoes?
well your wrong
You don't think
I can walk into
your fire
well you might be right
I can live my life
with yours on the other side
my love was nothing profound
but I never lied when I said
You're not the only one
whose trying just to survive
and those parallels between dimensions
are parabolas between our selves
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You have been
liberated
you have been
given sanction
You have been
given freedom
you have choice
of inclinations
anticipate your mate
from past revelations
make distinctive decisions
and primal insinuations
Take what you can
taste the hand
that feeds you
that molds you into
an animal that mates
one thousand times
and a hundred more
isn't unheard of and
the male complex
rejects the females
will to objectify
what suits her best
the female concept
incepts on needs
rather than wants and
survival is needed
Too many times
I've tried to
be the nice guy
its' all for nothing
Too many times
I've given it all
just to be pushed away
away from you again
The male concept
is to breed
that is succession for
the majority of yours
The female complex
interjects rational
emotions instead for
your survivalism
Too many times
I've tried to
be the nice guy
its' all for nothing
Too many times
I've given it all
just to be pushed away
away from you
Too many times
I've slept with
the love of my life
only to find them missing
Suicide is-
is not a choice
when pain exceeds
resources otherwise
And monogamy
isn't quiet the
medieval taste that
I believe in
Too many times
I've tried to
be the nice guy
its' all for nothing
Too many times
I've given it all
just to be pushed away
away from you
Too many times
I've slept with
the love of my life
only to find them missing
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4. |
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I try
I die
This is not
how we fail
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5. |
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6. |
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Hello, beautiful...
They say you have an
addictive personality
though personally i think
i'm just addicted to
the way you talk (and breathe)
and the way you shine those
bright eyes onto me
I suppose you have
every right to know that
I know that this friendship
isn't gonna' last longer than a week
when we're always lying
naked beside the cotton trees
and the sunrises never
takes care of the cold in me
please don't go
stay awhile
stay because
you make me smile
stay because we
need each other
don't let me go
They say you have an
addictive personality
though personally all I see
is someone beautiful to me
believe when I say
tomorrow is a new day
and today is just the start
I suppose you have
every right to know that
we are one of the same
we hold our hearts close
scared to let them go
or give them away
but we can trust one another
please don't go
stay awhile
stay because
you make me smile
stay because we
need each other
don't let me go
please don't go
stay awhile
stay because
you make me smile
stay because we
need each other
don't let me go
Goodbye, beautiful
until tomorrow
today always
ends too soon...
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7. |
Figure #7: Mental Decay
08:47
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Biology debates that
we are one in the same
time and time again we'll learn
discriminatory facts are
objective by designs based
on less imaginative minds
Sex and gender have become
elements of hate and loss
time and time again we'll learn
And you tell me we are
different colors
different languages
you tell me we all are
different by race
and personalities
Different by divine design
differences so convoluted
difference doesn't mean a thing
God damn, god damned
letters inside my head
God damn, God damned
images inside my head
God damn, God damned
voices inside my head
God damn, God damned
reasons in a whirlwind
God damn, God Damnit
all these concepts building
God damn, God
I just want to know why
Ever want to be alone
ever want to find a home
away from home, away from
everyone you know
ever want to try to fly
jump from the roof
reach for the sky
have you ever tried to fly
ever want to see the end
your last day, before
it began, do you have
foresight in what's to come
I still try to smile when
the abstract becomes attentive
and my mind is perpetrated
by thoughts that are unending
render unto your selfish lives
its ok, we all get to die
sometime, somewhere, someday, somehow
we try to fight death back
This is all mental based
chemicals somehow misplaced
through nerves that run like
endless streams of water inside
don't try, to be ok
just be ok, just be
everything you need
don't pretend
you want to see the end
it isn't coming soon
Just try to
focus on everything
that you love
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8. |
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This is the future for murderers on the television set. Do the victims regret yet, the opposite appeal, the continuing film reels?
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9. |
Figure #9: Exposition
03:32
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The things we love are
sometimes the things
we must let go
but now I know
I never fell in love
just to say goodbye (and so I)
wrapped this ribbon
around my wrist so that
you'd never forget me
I will hurt you if you stay
so please go away, runaway
for me today
he'll never taste the same way
I tasted when you kissed me
kiss me, kiss me, kiss me
I think I could taste
the same poison from your lips
that slipped off from the bed
do you recall
or do you care at all
are you listening (dear?)
I could never make you happy like before
in fact I might just make it worse
and to an extent its what I intended all along
I wear this ribbon for you
it was once so black and blue
but i painted it gold to match the heart in you
don't you ever learn
you're just going to get hurt
again and again, by me dear
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10. |
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This time, this time around
I'm not backing down, not backing down
I'm going to give it all I got
this time, this time around
you're not gonna' ignore me
When I say shut up you shut up
when I say shut up, shut up
I'm not backing down this time
How can you be so blind
to all the shit that's in front of you
this is my life and I
live it the way I do
I was never trained to fight but learned
to defend myself from your words
don't think you can corrupt me now
I'm already damaged but not broken so I
count the ways I stay alright
still counting days I'm still alive
no thanks to you, you put me here
just so I could rise
Not backing down
still not backing down
this time is mine and I
just wanted you to know that
without you its much better than
the times I wasted my life
fighting against the people I loved
never meant to lie
never meant to hurt this much inside
but now I found my escape and
you have no weapons left to surprise me now
this is how I fight
this is how you'll lose
against my passions, compassion
is now my weapon use
I can't stand the amendments
that protest a negative resentment
towards the people that are
just trying to live out their days
I can't feel your lips
can't taste that blood from my wrists
can't stand a fucking word you say
when you say nothing worth remembering
take the gun and make it work
make it hurt but only you
because casualties are just
selfish and its something you shouldn't do
take the crack, smoke the stack of
green buds, high off imbalancing comosures
knows ya a stupid mother fucker
with a twist in your upper celerabelum
lost count of the ways I can
out smart you any day of the
fucking weeks are growing too confusing
better start loosing yourself to the shame
and take the blame, make sure to
take responsibility for the things
that make you a complete loser
go ahead, kill yourself, I dare ya
Nigger what, shove it up your fat ass
smoke the crack, you dumb shit
can't keep up with me and this
unfathomable state of black-out drunk butt fucking weaponized attack
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11. |
Figure #11: Anxiety Flaw
01:57
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Social anxiety
has plague a nation
full of ignorant
misrepresented fools
there is social power in
opening your mouth
saying the things that
need to be heard
and you need to
listen to everything
to better yourself
before you become nothing
Don't be so
god damn
sensitive
you cry like
a little kid
try to grow up
don't shed a tear
every time you become
aware that you are
under critique
don't mistake my
insensitivity for
anything more than
misunderstanding your disease
Don't be so
god damn
sensitive
you cry like
a little kid
try to grow up
Don't be such
a little bitch
worthless shit
you cry like
tomorrow is
never coming
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Arguing opinions
disintegrate and
interrogate our own actions
secluded for reactions
Flowers blooming twice
a fire smoldering over us
no one can amount to
your digital Gods
This is what it means
to be smarter than
the overall majority
of the population
when the populous
doesn't understand
the consequences of
their own actions
of your actions
of my actions
its our fault
its our mistake
we take it back
we take it all back
its our loss
its our contract
that we broke
with the earth
now there's no
turning back
The ruse behind
intellegence is neglegence
for the majority that
we view as less worthy
a universal morality
simplifies society's core
the individual does
not exist and is
a selfish excuse for
a more accurate test of
humanities power to survive
and strive for one another
all for all, not one for one
we make the choices that
choose everyone and
the ruse behind intelligence
being insincere to the
greater meaning of good
(For the greater good)
its our fault
its our mistake
we take it back
we take it all back
its our loss
its our contract
that we broke
with the earth
now there's no
turning back
now we're not
coming back
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ALLDEADAYS Colorado
Over the course of half a decade, ALLDEADAYS has gone from industrial electronic rock to dark EDM. What started as a naive solo act back in 2013 has now become a well rounded production by Nicholas Dodge. His latest release through ADD, Critical Error, explores the desperation, onset of depression and anxiety one may face when trapped inside of a seemingly unescapable situation. Out 10/31/2018. ... more
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